fuck this. im not gunna spend half my life stressing about school and work and college and blah blah blah. you only live fucking once so honestly i dont even give any shits anymore. honestly id rather be happy than anything else cause this sucks shits right now. Id rather work on myself as a person than work on my grade in biology. Ive literally blocked everyone out of my life and became so insanely insecure, serious, boring, and lost my personality. idek who i am anymore and its driving me insane. so id rather not spend my life depressed and worry about grades, i want to become confident, enjoy life, and just find people i want to be around . And most importantly, i want to be fucking happy. So sorry mom and dad, that im such a dissapointment with my C’s, im your “failure”, so SORRY BUT NOT SORRY